If I look a little dazed and confused lately it’s because my
brain’s processor is working overtime. Last month threatening messages started
popping up on my hardworking laptop. Support for XP was disappearing. I clicked
on the details and asked my “tech team” (family) to translate what this meant
to me.
How could I fix it? What could I download? They broke it to me un-gently. “Just get a new laptop! Yours is so old it doesn’t have enough room on it to handle any fix you could download.”
How could I fix it? What could I download? They broke it to me un-gently. “Just get a new laptop! Yours is so old it doesn’t have enough room on it to handle any fix you could download.”
To me it doesn’t seem old. But apparently in electronic
years, nine years is ancient. My laptop was a hand-me-down from John when he
upgraded. I was thrilled not to be tethered to a PC at an actual desk. I could
write and surf the web while sitting in front of the TV or in bed if I felt
like it. I could set the laptop up beside my sewing machine to watch
instructional YouTube videos of sewing techniques. I could carry it with me whenever
and where ever I traveled. It’s been so well used that the white letters on the
keys for E, R, T, H, N, and M are completely worn off.
The charger and battery died about six months ago. I was
“encouraged” at that time to get a new laptop, but instead I bought a new
charger and battery. The sales guy gave me a funny look when I refused his
offer to recycle my dead charger. His eyebrows raised even higher when he
turned it over and saw the warning masking taped to the bottom of it, written in
Sharpie: “MOM’S CHARGER DO NOT TAKE!!!”
When the kids were in college, our laptop chargers were
interchangeable. They would come home, leaving their charger at school, borrow
mine and then take it back across the state with them. That charger was mailed
back and forth across Washington in the small flat rate box at least five
times. I know it’s ridiculous, but I’m a little sentimental about it.
I did eventually face the inevitable. For part of my
seasonal job, I’d be working from home, so a new laptop was a necessity that
couldn’t be delayed any longer. I started shopping. It wasn’t that hard. I
wanted the same Dell Inspiron, just a newer version. My “tech team” recommended
how much space and power I needed. I tested out the keyboard in a real store
then went online to take advantage of their online discount. I pushed the Enter
key on my old faithful laptop and its replacement was on its way.
Unwrapping this sleek new laptop was almost as exciting as
getting a new car. For two weeks I have been taking my haphazard crash course
in how to use Windows 8, and all the new features now at my fingertips. I’ve signed
in every day on my new best friend.
As if that wasn’t enough excitement, for Mother’s Day, I got
a shiny, new cellphone. I was waffling between a Samsung Galaxy and an I-phone.
A friend with a Samsung Galaxy asked what the rest of my family had. I-Phones.
She recommended I get the same, “Then when you’re confused about how it works,
they’ll be able to help you.”
I added, “Yep, and they’ll be able to steal my charger too!”
That’s always a plus. Maybe I should get the masking tape out now.
My old flip phone sits abandoned beside my old laptop. No
more texting with ITAP on another set of worn keys. No more having to empty my
inbox to receive more text messages.
On my I-Phone I can download pictures from my laptop, and check my email or Facebook. When John’s out of the country, he’ll be
able to reach me much more easily. Siri will be able to help me in infinite
ways.
Johnny loaded my I-tunes, Words with Friends, and Candy
Crush on it, gave me a basic half hour overview of how to use it, and left with
the parting words, “Just keep trying to use it. Don’t throw your hands up in
the air and quit!”
Yesterday, the perfect storm hovered over my working from
home desk aka dining room table. I had to reconfigure and download some things
on the laptop for the seasonal job. For two hours I struggled trying to do it
myself from the seven pages that had been emailed to me.
I get flustered when
people try to talk me through on the phone, but I gave up and dialed the
number—on my new I-phone. I navigated their help menu until a young lady who
sounded about the age of my daughter answered. I silently prayed that she had a
good relationship with her mother and would have mercy on me.
I am fearless about clicking on things and only
superficially stupid about tech issues. The thing is, while the rest of the
working world got the internet, and email, and computers, I had left the office
to be a stay-at-home-mom. While I was changing diapers and driving kids around,
the world really did pass me by. I know exactly how Rip Van Winkle felt when he
woke up.
The first thing my guide did was direct me to go to my Control
Panel. I hesitated. She calmly asked if I was on my desktop. On my old laptop,
Johnny got so frustrated with me not knowing where or what my desktop was, he
made my desktop be an image of Indiana Jones’ wooden desk top.
That’s not on my
new laptop, and the icon that you click on to get there only magically appears
if you put the cursor in the top right corner. At least I knew that. I found my
way to my desktop. I was really hoping she wouldn’t ask me any questions like,
“How many gigabytes does your laptop have?”
I apologized and explained to her that I’d only had this
laptop for two weeks, and I also had a brand new phone that I’d only had for a
day. I didn’t know how to put it on speaker phone, so I was typing with only
one finger. (At least the keys have letters though!) She giggled and was very
patient. Thirty minutes later I was good to go. Big sigh!
Today when I was talking to Sarah, the new phone buzzed in
my hand startling me. I almost dropped it. I thought someone else was calling.
She told me it was just a new email message in my inbox. Her low-tech instructions
on how to move the icons around were tailored especially for me, “Just hold your
finger on the icon until it wiggles. Then drag it wherever you want it.”
As if all this isn’t enough learning to make my head hurt,
John came home one day and announced that a new dance club named Grit City
Ballroom had opened in Tacoma.
He excitedly told me that they have free Jitterbug
lessons. I’ve wanted to learn how to Jitterbug since I was a kid. Ten years ago
I was pestering him about it with a “we’re getting old, it’s now or never”
attitude. Fast forward ten years. Now I’m not sure I’ve got the physical energy
or stamina to Jitterbug.
So, one Friday, after a long day at work, there we were
lined up in a dance class. We’ve taken ballroom dance classes before and our
downfall is that when we get confused, no matter what dance we’re supposed to
be dancing, for instance the Foxtrot, we end up doing the Hustle. That’s the
dance that John taught me when we started dating during disco’s heyday.
Our teachers were experienced. I was disappointed because
they were teaching us West Coast Swing, not the Jitterbug. They had us go
through the steps individually. Then they split us up into leaders and
followers. We took turns dancing with different partners. Most of them were
very nice. But, one young guy, a flashy dresser with a fedora, smirked when I
stepped in front of him and introduced myself. I was the oldest female there,
but I’m pretty sure I surprised the whippersnapper. When the lesson ended, it
was time for free dancing.
John and I assumed the right stance, holding hands out in
front of us as if we were holding a tray. We both started on the right foot. I
was not used to starting moving forward. John was counting for us: one, two,
triple step, triple step. We got going, and then presto, it turned into the Hustle:
triple step, triple step, five, six. They are similar dances, which made it
very easy for us to slip back into the familiar when we got to the triple steps.
The music was slower and smoother than Jitterbug music. The
teachers had told us that the steps for the Jitterbug were the same as what we
were learning for West Coast Swing, but for the Jitterbug, you bopped up and
down instead of moving smoothly.
I was bored with West Coast Swing.
I wanted to hold John’s hand, lean back, hop
around, throw my other hand up in the air and Jitterbug all out like they did
in the 1940s. So that’s exactly what I did! I danced with wild abandon! For
about thirty seconds. Then I sat down and told John that I’d hurt my ankle
clowning around. I limped downstairs, out into the night.
So while I was learning all the laptop and I-phone stuff, my
left foot with the swollen, probably sprained ankle was propped up on a chair with
an ice pack on it. I know that sometimes learning can be painful, but did it
have to be so literal?
Laura Keolanui Stark is
trying to find her list of user ID’s and passwords, and adding a dictionary app
to her phone. She can be reached at stark.laura.k@gmail.com.